Friday, 17 February 2012 15:38
Second paper down, I am left with only 2 more papers to go. I have more time now, so I'll update. Thanks for calling me just now, it was rather unexpected, but I am happy to hear your laughter. Like I said, it has always been a remedy that relaxes me and makes me feel happy as well. I am less stressed now, thanks to it. :)
I heard you cannot eat chocolates because of your health condition. You are under my supervision too now. We all want you to get well soon, and be free from asthma. Then, you can enjoy as much chocolates as you want. That means, a change of your belated Valentine's Day gift. Don't worry though, it'll still be something good, something which I think you will like. I will confirm with you again via text, when we will meet up. I have planned a day of activities and places to go so we don't have be like "Eh, now go where arh?" Well, maybe it's just me, but I always have this habit of planning a lot beforehand. I want things to go smoothly. And of course, I don't want our day to have this empty space in between for you to think about sad things. At least not when we are out together, nobody frowns when with me. :)
About that question you asked me just now, well... I don't have a good answer to it. Why am I always so happy? I myself don't know also. Really. I mean, there are times when I will feel sad. But it only happens once in a while. Like when a close one passes away, when my dog went to heaven a few years back... Or when sometimes I don't reach targets that I set for myself, when I don't do up to my expectations. Yes, I admit, I was sad when my girlfriend asked for a break up. We had been together for a year, and all was gone now. But at least, I truly felt happy with her. I should not cry over a person who was once a joy to me. Furthermore, I now have a new reason to feel happy about. I have a friend who loves Visual Kei and J-Rock as much as I do, share the same passion I have for guitar and piano, knows the GazettE and Nightmare and other VK bands. Honestly, I enjoy spending time with you. You can be quite a klutz but you are the most naive, most genuine person I have ever come across. You have a simple mind that makes everything so simple and enjoyable. I mean, you don't complicate matters, and usually the things I always ponder about will just go away in an instance. For that short moment, my mind will be blank, completely. I really like talking to you. I understand you are more of an introvert. But it's okay, I have a lot of things to say, I don't run out of topics. xD
But really, I will really like to see your smile. I want you to know, that your smile is one of the reasons that I smile. :)
By the way, learnt the song "I left you ~not sure if I did" on guitar. One of the AnoHana instrumentals. I will play it for you soon. Look forward to it. :)
