Saturday, 18 February 2012 01:47
今日、彼女が泣いていた。彼女は涙を止めることができなかった。僕は何もできない。
I went to visit the girl just now. It was intended to be a surprise. Carried my wifey to her place and met her at the void deck. Girl, it wasn't about the distance or the time. You don't have to worry about it, nor feel guilty. It was my idea to go find you. I wanted to see your smile, that's why. After a long day today, I really needed someone to talk to. Talking face-to-face is always better, perhaps it is because I can see you physically, and because I will be able to see your smile. But I guess, I failed today.
I really didn't know how to react when you cried. I didn't know what to do, although it wasn't the first time I faced situations like these. Normally I would like, offer the person a packet of tissue, or tell the person jokes to make him/her feel happy again... But when I see tears rolling down your cheeks, I was saddened too. I tried to console you, but I know, the tears will not stop. I lent you my shoulder, like they always do in the TV series, but you were too stubborn to just cry on it. I know you wanted to be strong, but there are times where you really cannot hold it in anymore. I couldn't stop you from crying. But the least I can do is to lend you my shoulders and give you hugs if you need them. I am sorry for today. But it really, kind of hurt me when you just ran back upstairs to your house, still crying. I felt bad for not being able to do anything at all.
ごめん。:(
