Saturday, 30 June 2012 00:57
Hey, I finally have some time to blog. Internship really had me tight, but my schedule is much better now. Attachment is boring, but I have no choice. :( Now that my motivation is lost, I find it even more tedious to go to work. She's in a relationship, but not with me. That's sad... *Le sigh* Rebecca, congratulations. I don't know if you're still reading my blog or not, the page views are not as active as before. But I really want to congratulate you from the bottom of my heart, for finding someone who loves you, and whom you love. Yes I am jealous, that guy is so much luckier than me. He must possess something that I lack of. Cherish her, guy whom I do not know. She's a girl who falls hard in love. So make sure you catch her and hold onto her, don't let go of her. She needs reassurance after reassurance after reassurance, so make sure to give her affirmation constantly. Her tears are those that will fall only for the person she genuinely loves. She is a strong girl, but she's also the weakest emotionally. Support her, no matter what happens. She's always putting others before herself. Even if she gets hurt, even if she's the one who ends up being last. Always put her as first priority so that she knows you care. Don't make her cry tears of sorrow, but tears of joy. And if she needs you, hug her. Hold her in your arms, tell her everything will be fine. That's the least I can do for her, now that she belongs to someone else. Don't let anybody take her away from you. Of course, I will take a step back. She's all yours now, and I will give up. Treat her well.
As of now, I will be a friend to you. If you ever need a listening ear, you can always come to me. Free guitar lessons are also provided if you need them too. xD Nya-kun will be here, free for your usage. Kiku can accompany you if you're bored. Anything, I'm only a phone call/text away.
Until then. :)
Tuesday, 1 May 2012 00:54
Hey there! Wah, finally I have time to write a blog post! I'm having my internship now and life is so much more hectic. But I still chat with Rebecca on Skype, no matter how busy I get. Talking to her is always nice. :) She's talking a lot more than before now, even though most of her topics are about her Otome games and how hot those bishounens are LOL. She will tell me about her day at work, in school, problems she faces with her new "boyfriend" Maya... She's really a humorous girl, if you know her well enough. I can't really say I've known her for very long, but at least I more or less know about her likes/dislikes, her lifestyle, her personality etc. I mean, she has the ability to make you laugh, even at the slightest things. Hahaha, that's just her, I guess! :D
Recently she has been talking to me about Natsu Matsuri. I really hope that I can make it for Natsu Matsuri. Rebecca said she'll probably be wearing a yukata, along with her Taiko family. That might be my only chance to see her in a yukata before I go into NS. :( I don't want to miss it... Then again, she said that if I couldn't make it for Natsu Matsuri, she'll make sure she take pictures of her wearing the yukata and post it onto her blog or show me when we meet up or something. I'm looking forward to it, she will definitely look nice in the pictures, but even nicer if I see her personally.
Tomorrow is Labour(Labor?) Day, I get my holiday as well. :) Rebecca is working tomorrow though... I was thinking of asking her out. I can't meet her after her work, I will reach home very late and I still have work the following day. Oh well, looks like I'll have to meet her after school again some time soon. :) I shall slack at home tomorrow, play with Kiku for a while then maybe meet up with Dad for dinner... Sounds like a plan. :)
Well then, my post shall end here. Bye bye~
Friday, 13 April 2012 01:15
Tonight I will be returning. Kiku must have been bored at my aunt's place. It had been a pleasant stay at my dear girl's house. I will be looking forward to another stay, hahahahaha! She seemed pretty happy just now, now she is sleeping already. It had been a long day for her. :)
Thursday, 5 April 2012 20:22
Hey~ I've been pretty busy with Cosplay shoots lately. But after this week, I will be free! Like finally!!! Dad will be back next Friday so I have until then to spend some close time with Rebecca. Sigh, I really want to apologize to her for not being around recently, I hope she understands. I know she has been lonely. 本当にごめんなさい！！ m(_ _)m
This week's cosplay photos are up!
Byakuran from Katekyo Hitman Reborn.
Wig reused from Soushi cosplay hahaha!
Gintoki Sakata from Gintama.
I think i look nicer with white/silver hair hahaha!!!
Rin Okumura from Ao no Exorcist.
I like the uniform for this cosplay. :)
And the last photo...
Personally, this is my favorite. Hakuouki Sweet School Life version. That's Okita Souji i'm cosplaying as. And Yukimura Chizuru... cosplayed by her. At first she asked my friend whether she could try out the uniform. Then my friend said she looked cute in it. And suddenly this became an idea of her photo book hahaha. I-I wasn't doing anything... like resting on her (cough cough) boobs... >///< But I admit... I was happy. Wts, I sound like some pervert now. But she smelled nice. She has this faint smell of green tea on her. That was the first time I got to look into her eyes like this. She was reluctant to take this photo at first, she only agreed to it because her face will not be shown. Anyway, still glad to have taken this nice photo. :)
Friday, 30 March 2012 17:55
I asked the girl out just now, and we went to the playground opposite her house for a breather. She didn't say anything but cry... I couldn't help but feel worried. I know what was going through her head, must be that guy again. But the way she was looking at her wrist was scaring me. All those suicidal thoughts earlier... Not sure if she's having them again... I'm worried for her. Please don't cry anymore, girl. I hate to see you cry and yet, I cannot do anything about it. *Sigh*
14:07
I was bored... So I went to take a walk around Facebook. And I stumbled across this somewhat famous cosplayer's page/profile. He called himself Naoya or something. Not to target him or what but, wow. Him, before and after make up, the difference is tremendous. Yes, tremendous. I was utterly shocked to see his before-makeup photo. *Sigh* Looks are deceiving indeed.
I turned down the Horo x Lawrence cosplay request by the way. I just couldn't bring myself to take such intimate photos, even though she's a close friend... I mean, I like Rebecca and although I'm not in a relationship with her... *Sigh* She's drawing now... It'll be awkward if she sees this post but who cares. She already knew that I like her, but still we are getting along well. I hope she can let go of him soon. Not that I will give up, but I really want to be with her. Seeing her holding onto something which cannot be possible kind of hurts my heart. :(
And now I've been requested to cosplay <s>Kaito</s> Byakuran from KHR. .__. She said reuse the wig for Soushi to save money lol. *Researches on Byakuran*
12:20
Oh gosh. I'm not going to cosplay again. Erm, okay maybe one last time, for Spice and Wolf. ONLY. But me? As Lawrence? D: I can't imagine myself having a goatee. .__. This time my friend needs a cosplayer for Horo, she's not cosplaying the female character herself. I wonder why...
The previous shoot was successful but oh gosh, going around Botanical Gardens in a suit is not cool. Literally not cool. So damn hot. D: I showed Rebecca the photos. She stole one away. ;w; But it's okay, as long as she likes it. :) I got soft copy from my friend though, so here you go viewers. Though I don't really know whether I actually have people who read my blog. I know the girl does, even though we are currently sort of staying together (temporarily until my Dad comes back to Singapore), she stalks my blog almost everyday. -_- Hahaha, oh well. Time for a bath. :)
Yes I know I look different from my photos without make up and contacts. My skin ain't all that flawless, so it's edited in Photoshop. I like eyeliner and I look like a female when I cosplay. :(
